Aug 19, 2010

Good day, sunshine!!

It's been a great day today, and I really don't know why.
Since the moment I woke up, it felt like a Saturday, but contrary of what you'd believe, I wasn't annoyed by the fact that it was Thursday.
I've been feeling happy and grateful about everything in my life, and today seemed like the peak of it.
I loved waking up and having yogurt for breakfast with my son.
I loved knowing that even though last week I ate like a pig with no mercy, I haven't gained any of the pounds I lost.
I loved baking chocolate chip cookies in the morning and the going to the grocery store to buy some stuff for the lunch I had later on with my friends at home.
I loved cooking that lunch and then I loved eating it.
In the afternoon my son took a two hour nap and I was surfing the net and working at the same time, and I REALLY loved the fact that my son is the best baby and I can work with him and take him everywhere and always be with him.
I love believing that I'm not a complicated person and that everything I do is perfect. I know I'm far from perfect. Way far from perfect. But you know what? I really don't give a crap! I think I'm  perfect and that's enough for me!

NOTE**I never mean that I believe I'm perfect with my physical being, rather than with my spiritual, intellectual and inner being. Which may sound even more pretentious, but at least it's the truth. I?m far from believing that I'm physically perfect**

Today at the grocery store, I saw my reflection in the window and I saw a mom carrying her son. It was the best moment of my life! (well, best moment of the day really) (I tend to get over excited when I write)
It's not that I'm some kind of moron that hadn't realized that she had a baby and only finds out a year later, but I saw myself with different eyes... It's hard to explain.
You know when some days it suddenly hits you that you're married? Or that you're working at your dream job? Or any other kind of thing? It happens to me sometimes with my husband. I think about the 13 years we've been together, and I say WOW! It's A LOT of time! And I realize how many things we've done and lived.
But it's the first time it happens with my son. I guess it's the first time I realize he's not another dog, but an actual human being that's here to stay and be my little sunshine for the rest of my life!

It's been a good day!

in my world, happiness feels something like this!

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